Dear Diary (Day-3)

Kabhi aisa laga hai ki life mai ekdum se Kuch ghantoon ke liye sahi sab sahi chalne laga hai phir tumhari kismat achanak bolti ab mujhe Isko iski aukkad yaad dilani padegi 👀

Aaj morning tak sab badhiya tha class cancel hogaya mai maast apna club ka saara kaam karke baithi thi aur aaj meri tarif bhi huyi
Ekdum khush thi mai
Phir ajeeb hi baat huyi
Woh club Pe meeting thi aage kya events rakhna pata nahi idea aa bhi raha tha toh usko Mai bol nahi pa rahi thi ya judgement ka darr pata nahi kya tha par phir bhi I said my idea aur woh Acha bhi laga logo ko par woh ab approve hoga ya nahi mujhe nahi pata

Seems like jis cheez ke baare mai aap confident hote life ussi ke related itni next level wali learning lessons degi na confidence ka “C” tak nahi bachega and aisa meko lagta hai ki motivate hum khud se ho sakte hai kyunki motivational speech sun na hai bhi toh woh bhi toh hum khud decide karte hai na waise hi jab tak tum mann mai koi cheez determination ke saath decide nahi kar lete tab tak koi kuch nahi kar sakta

Meri family mai na mere parents na koi aur mujhe pe expectation nahi rakhta hai
mai Isse demotivate huyi thi intially par phir socha bhai yeh toh advantage hai ab mai Apne success ki definition khud define karungi koi aur mere liye pehele se define nahi karega

Toh I wonder expectations kyun hi matter karti hai sab ke liye , tum generic terms mai apni life ko define kyun karte ho apni life ki definition khud banao aur just be you!

Aisa mai sochti hoon👀

Par jaisa bagha bolta hai
Jaisi jiski soch 💁‍♀️

Chalo choro kuch zyada hi overthink karke zyada gyaan de diya! 🙊

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