Whatever you want

Whatever you want

Patricia Pixie

14 days ago|3 min read


I am not a customizable plastic doll, and no real human being is.

Photo by Aditya Saxena on Unsplash

Nobody gives a damn about what I am, but here we go, trying to unveil some cheap gossip.

There’s is nothing capable of truly hurting me deeply, as I have gone through hell and back.

And I am able to say this because I don’t need to impress anyone to feel alive.

I was born long before social media fakeness became a way of living. So, you can guess where do I come from.

A lot of people my age and older couldn’t care less, even if we tried, about following the latest trends. Indeed, when we are young we seem to breathe to try to follow the latest crazes. But as we get older, we realize that there’s nothing better than trying to do what we actually like.

As I have told you before, I have a decent social media following, thus people have tried to reach me, just to tell me that I could be “the next big thing” if I only dare myself to upload to my social media profiles r-rated pics or videos…

Wait? WHAT?

Don't get me wrong. I do respect sexual work as any other way of working (If it is done in freedom and full consciousness of all its implications, just like every job should be), but that is just not for me. Why? I just don’t feel fulfilled by doing that kind of stuff. Why? I am not sure. Maybe is just that every person has different interests, and showing off skin is not on my list. And you know what? It doesn’t make me a prude.

And if I were a prude, you know what? It would be nobody else’s business but mine. Freedom is being able to be what you truly want to be, without owing personal explanations. A woman, in this case, can be whatever she wants to be, and that’s all right. People-pleasing never has been my strong point.

Photo by Giorgio Trovato on Unsplash

When I was little, I was a bit of a “nice girl”, you know, overachiever, always good notes and a smile on my face, but always feeling pressured under the surface. Soon, got quickly tired of it and made an oath to myself to live life on my own terms.

It is not easy. Along the way, you are going to find tons of toxic people. “Toxic”, in this context, be understood as persons who want to twist you in order to force you to fit into their mold.

No matter what happens. always remember that you are a unique human being, and as such, you are the only person who has any right to make choices over your own life. If other people like you or not, that’s not your problem, it is theirs. So, do your best to be honest with yourself. Don’t kill your inner light by trying to please others. Live your life as peacefully as you can, but don’t let others get into your inner core. Try to always stay true to yourself.


Patricia Pixie

Hi, I'm Patricia Pixie.



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