Unruly Desire.

The desire to be free, the desire to do whatever pleases you at any time and have no restrictions about it make adulting possible.

Staying wild is the real deal. Having to squander wealth and call it a learning curve. Having to engage in drug abuse and cajole that it's doing the things that one ought to do at that age so that we don't do them at a later date when we are all old and it just feels weird.

A desire to taste the finest men and women in your sexual endeavours. Try all the kamasutra styles and know what suits you. No wonder nowadays marriage lifespan is till interests collide. In the beginning mostly was love but since life begins at 40 and we begin to notice the mistakes and know what works for us. Nothing ever keeps us persevering on in marriage in the slightest provocation living it all carefree.

We are now more diligent than ever. Always on the watch, our ears alert for any misogynistic word. Our eyes glued to notice the next desire to exploit. How true it is when all the entertainment is cultured to our desires. Entertainment all over that this desire is exploited. But this is part of staying wild. Unleashing our beastly demeanour and devouring any desire infatuation. But no condemnation, being wild is the recipe to know our boundaries. I bet long before humans decided to label sexual relations with a relative as incest and truly understand the repercussions there had to be certain physical aftereffects.

The same way we have to push ourselves to know that it's possible to run 100 metres in less time as years progresses. Records being broken year after years. Nowadays a degree is somehow a mere decoration bit you ought to have some extra sauce to fit in career wise. Academically the scale keeps tipping over and so the prior education that meant a lot of respect is continuously being outdated and out respected.

Even beauty is not constant at a time when being obese is somehow found as beauty, where the human generation continuation is at its minimal? Tattoos have withstood test of immortality as far as humans go back. Piercing too has withstood time.

I will say that this desire also keeps on changing. The unruly nature changes with the level of exposure of a human. If a person has never had the notion of porn he would have never known what it was. Totally hidden in plain sight. The exposure to know that prostitution is a thing. That kidnapping and rape actually have a dictionary name. And the element of experiencing them overcomes us. We desire the most to experience who got the juiciest parts. Who tasted who without a clue of the spiritual consequences of the union.

Given the case of a celebratory mood. Thinking through whatever sin is to be committed will spoil the fun. Whatever is on the table shall be explored. And if it has already been explored at the dusk of night other desires ought to be explored. In other places you are labelled an outcast. In other you become their saviour and luckily they stay wild.

Have you ever noticed that polygamy isn't at all awful. A man with multiple wives. Wow. A bold vindictive statement. It is just a way of “human civilisation” by a few world players. If it was staying wild and exploring other avenues this would be a great start. Imagine being the first wife and the respect you would get. An arsenal of children. The easier study of human nature in such a not so small and not so large group. Perfect.

How about the concept of communal way of life. Where everything is shared. Roles, lifestyle, thinking, raising children, and all essential of life. How did they manage to stay wild in this communal culture. It boils down to the games they engaged in, in those days fights were among the widely known games, you could have warrior face warrior and expect rewards from the community from the one who performed better. Such as a wife by the then ruler from among his daughters. Or ranks in the military, or knighthood in England. Also dispute resolution followed a similar path. The path of having other fight on your behest and if all went according to plan and your fighter emerged a winner all the charges were dropped and your were welcomed back to the society.

So is unruly desire our true nature? Do we have to be ungovernable to experience what being human is? Are we naturally programmed to break the rules that are there in place? So far the forbidden fruit is the sweetest? Must we be always against the rules set in places and question why there in place so as to follow them through?

Or as the ages progress and we become accustomed and governed by other forces to never ask these questions? Sure its only the youth who somehow ask the questions and the elderly despite having the most year shrug it off with we don't ask those kind of questions. It's kinda like there a preeminent taboos that follow a jigsaw puzzle on how to crush this curiosity. The curiosity filled with dilemma on that what we are doing has never been done and the fear it chokes on its members.

Forever aim to be the free spirit you were since childhood. It usually gets corrupted as you grow, but dust yourself of any beliefs that seem weird to your core and experience what life ought to bring forth. This is my unruly advice, experience it first before you set any preconceived notions of how the experience will be.