The Dilemma of Life

is it okay to not know what I want....

how can I know what I want or what path I have to walk on when I haven't experienced it all, when there are so many paths left unexplored. aren't my wishes, my needs and my desires influenced by the surrounding I exist in, are they really my wishes and my desires?

is it okay to not know who I want to be.....

I heard every person is unique and it takes a lifetime to nurture that authenticity but I am uncapable to Sense that singularity, all I sense is patterns, trends, expectations, followers, responsibilities and duties with the true essence of self being lost

is it okay to not have any ambition....

with my mind so fickle how can I stick to one ambition and one goal. Wasn't I born to experience what the world has to offer, isn't it natural that I have a new ambition every moment?

is it okay to not pursue any idealism....

are idealism and passionate two different things? The thing I am passionate about, to which I Devote my heart and soul turns into idealistic reality??

is it okay to not be realistic sometimes.....

eradicate the emotions, forget the pleasure and the comfort, unlearn the learnings and teachings

what's left is a hollow shell.... shouldn't I say hello to the hollow self??