Love? Really?

I saw you once,

There for the first time.

Your long stripped trousers,

And T-SHIRT perfectly in rhyme.

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It was love, at first sight, they say,

I skipped a breath that day,

And then I realized, you were mine,

The same feeling, when you had,

All crazy thoughts, my mind had,

Never imagined, you’ll happen,

That moment, I didn’t wanna dampen.

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Slowly, gradually, our journey started,

Life began when distance parted,

We met just once in a while,

And each of us, cared for a smile.

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Tie knots forever, we wished,

Time again went against all odds,

I then decided to move on,

Vulnerable as I was, more than dawn,

I had a role to play ahead,

It was then, I met him on the way,

He was too cute, and I said, “Hey..!!”

And then the violin started playing,

My heart sinking, silently slaying.

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I moved out of you then and there,

With him around, I didn’t care,

There were dissimilarities too much,

But heart decided to rule mind such.

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And then it happened that I realized,

It’s love again, in my eyes,

You surely still were being missed,

But feelings for you had ceased.

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Again began the roller coaster ride,

Him with me, by my side,

And then the dissimilarities rose,

He started being unknown again,

Me going dull, gloomy again,

And then came the harsh reality,

I tried to search you in his personality.

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We failed miserably, at the attempt,

I failed nervously, my heart wept.

And then I decided, I don’t need love,

I am a free bird, like a dove.

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All this while, you were out of head,

And slowly this stranger tred,

A trespasser to the heart,

Oh, how aptly he hit the dart.

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The third in a row, but too nice to deny,

I couldn’t search for a reason why.

I think I have fallen for him now,

Where is the fate? I bow.

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Don’t know where am I going deeply,

Down hell, supposedly,

Am I on the wrong path again?

Is this love? Really?