Dear Diary ( Day-14)

Heyaaaa!!

It’s been a long actually veryyyy long time humari baat nahi huyi hai, so naya update yeh hai mai grow toh kar rahi par bina outcome ke it’s like mujhe khud bhi nahi pata kismat kis taraf le ja rahi mujhe.


Currently, meri 2 months ka summer internship program is coming to an end and college offline main shuru hone wale hai
Like tumhare saath hota hai kya
Kuch naya shuru hone se pehle woh ek happy si bechaini hoti hai aisa lag raha hai
Pani ki bottle nayi hai par pani purana hai

Sab kuch jana pehchana sa par phir bhi anjana hai

Mai apne club ki coordinator ban gayi hoon
Responsibility ke saath ke ajeeb sa pressure humesha feel hota hai mujhe
aur Upar se pata nahi ek complex si feel aa rahi hai.


Ek personal baat share Karun kya

Haa kar hi deti hoon
Ab tumse kya chupana

Meko Na responsibility kabhi mili nahi thi par ab jab mili hai usse khone ka darr humesha laga rehta hai.

Aur Upar si mai thodi jhali si
Bahut zyada simple hai mai
Aur mere college sab alag level ke bacche

hai toh woh dimag mai yeh thought aata hai ki samne se koi bolde ki yaar yeh hai coordinator isko koun banaya coordinator

Tab actual dil toot jayega
Par maine na kamar kas bhi li hai ki agar aise Sawal aaye toh bhale ki room mai andar chup ke roungi par sabke samne datt ke jawab dungi aur tab mera kaam aur meri creativity bolegi bas.

Par mera dil bhi kitna anxious hai yeh humesha darta hai

Anyways yaar dil bahut bhari sa hogaya tha
Ab thoda acha laga tumse baat karke
Pakka promise haan ab hum zyada zyada baat karenge