Life has always been random, random subject, people, places, random topics to discuss even if it's useless , because that's what people are empty heads trying to find what keep it busy and full it up, Random music, books,art, movies,minds,hearts,laughs, Choosing a collection of these stuff makes you who you are, how you choose to be, choosing who you are isn't something that everybody can decide and being you isn't something that everybody can be good at, I think it's one of the most difficult things that people are struggling to achieve , facing situations with your real principles and feelings, you have to remind your self who you are with every breath you take and keep holding in these feelings, not letting the atmosphere around you makes a difference

The person in his daily life is dealing with a different types of people, different minds and hearts, many opinions and each one is completely different from the other, here comes the most hard part which is persuading yourself that you are a human and a person exactly like these people around you, and your opinion or ideas can make a difference the same as these people's opinions can do , and you have the ability to change something or being the reason of something

Stay in your decision or opinion or thoughts or anything that you want to express on your self by it,it has to be from your own clear mind and heart, make your yourself believe that you are able to make a difference or change something, believe that you are a part of this, you exist, you are there and you are expressing about what's inside you, that's what means being yourself

Not all of us has this ability, this courage, it's all invisible stuff but it's able to change lives, people,can give chances, hope and being able to see these invisible stuff is what makes you special it makes you who you are as I said not everyone are able to be themselves it doesn't mean they don't have a personality or a reality ,they do have ones it exists but it's inside afraid to show up trying so hard suffering every single day having to respond with others with this fake smiles, fake reacts, looking for a different way to act, don't forget the conversation you do with your real self during the day and hearing all these humiliating things about your fake reacts how pathetic it was, why you didn't show your real react? were you afraid that they wouldn't like you? are you afraid they will think you are different? weird?

nothing is real if you didn't deal with it with your own character ,be you be what you want to be,act the way you want to act react however you want ,if don't want to talk just don't,it doesn't matter what they think about you, make your self comfortable and if you will get loved you will by the people who see you special on your own way

Act and React am I Lost or I'm Holding My Map in Wrong Way?